Firstly i started this on the 14th but took so long its now the 15th…youl still get one tomorrow tho!
So another blog to get my evening to a close. I hope everyone had a good time dressing their pets up i found some pretty insane choices people have chosen for their pets
Unfortunately mine wasnt even worth up because i couldnt find anything for my bunny i ended up putting sunglasses on her and a ring on her head to make it look like a crown…it was crap.
I have put a new video up on the tube
updates and telling people about snow, twitter and this website.
Recently ive been feeling pretty lost with myself, i dont know where im going or what is going to happen to me. Im really struggling to find a job where i can truly be happy, i have been to the job center and been told that media isnt a serious job for now so well put you down for retail work…thanks a bunch im gonna get far in life with your help. So im checkin the job site everyday and im trying to gather as much information about writing a personal statement so i can get them out asap and hopefully get at least some work experience, and at least keep things going. Staying at home is ok for so long now im pretty much sick of it, i dont get up till 10 dont get showered and changed by 12ish and then im stuck i try and do home jobs like emptying the dishwasher putting out the washing whatever but their pretty quick jobs and i can do them pretty quickly. I think i might try exorcising more getting out and taking walks might do me better and hopefully burn off some unwanted fat. Think tomorrow i will do that as well as book my car in for a service. Thats if the weathers ok to walk in otherwise i might half walk half bus lol. But then im in bed by 10/11 and then i wont get to sleep till 12/1 coz im reading or online then ill be thinking about loads and wont sleep properly. Its a vicious circle.
Ive started watching games im too scared to play bein played on youtube, how lame is that?! when i was with my ex i used to love to watch him play games like Bioshock and i loved it so i borrowed it from a housemate when i lived in plymouth, got in the underwater pod got into rapture and a splicer ran off and started whispering to me…that was it scared the shit out of me and i couldnt play it anymore. But i love watching people play it so the walk through on youtube is great for me lol, i have a fascination with this game in particular and duno why its the whole thing of how its supposed to be a reality but its totally twisted and i really like the tape recordings that you can pick up and hear different peoples stories i think thats great but i have no idea why lol. But as soon as its dark and i start hearing voices whispering and something jumps out it scares the shit out of me! im so lame.
So tomorrow is Humanitarian day or international fetish day…dont think ill be doing either really but ill definitely write another blog as its helping me loads!
my photo of the day today is…
This is me and my brother and sister in law at my brothers graduation two years ago, i like how i look there and since finding these its inspired me to grow my hair again and get myself right again. This is also aimed at my sister in law. Whenever i have a problem like i did today she helped me out and assured me that whatever happens she will try and help and she makes me feel welcome and i love her so much!
So tomorrow a new day, a new start and a new blog..See you then